lej-uhn-der-ee

"Have you ever killed a man?"

"No. Have you?"

"Not directly I suppose, but in the course of events I caused a good number of men have died."

"What's a good number?"

"More than none, less than all."

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I wonder about myself sometimes. I really do. Picked up one of the new Randy Bowen Wolverine Statues today when I went to buy my Comic-Con ticket, you know to add to that collection I was totally finished with. Yeah, well, you know how it is. Technically the statue was on the original list of things but I'd cut it when I ordered the Wolverine Legendary Scale Bust which I cut when I decided the Earth X Logan Bust was good enough. This left me one space on my Wolverine shelf which this new statue now fills. So technically...but yeah, you know how it is.

I've been reconsidering my already six month long self-imposed Strip Club ban for two reasons, one I've been spending too much money anyway and two it's been six months since I've seen a naked woman and that's just remarkably gay. Like more remarkably gay than having a shelf full of Wolverine statues. Almost.

I also still don't know what the hell I'm doing next. I'm writing, but nothing I ever intend to do anything with. I'm trying to make time to hang out with my friends, but I've been busy and so have they. Hopefully the Antioch Team will get together mid-April for something and that will be nice. I just picked up a NY Comic-Con weekend pass so that's sort of something to look forward to, and hopefully I'll be able to meet up with my cousin James there. Events of yesterday only served to remind me how old we're all getting. My sister will be thirteen (shudder) in June. She complains I don't spend enough time with her, but soon I'll be the one complaining she doesn't spend enough time with me. I've been spending a lot of time with the Rookie, but we've really got to get him out and doing things on his own soon otherwise it will be more difficult later.

I'm due back in to the doctor a week from Monday, it's just for another shot and perhaps another test, but I've got to start giving consideration to a few things he and I discussed last time including the potential for elective surgery which I think is about the stupidest thing ever, but I don't know. I've always been fat. I sort of like being fat. I can't imagine not being fat, but the truth is in the last year or so I've gained more weight without really changing anything and if it keeps going like this it's going to be an even bigger problem than it already is. And with the doctor repeatedly floating the word "disease" around it's got me thinking. Maybe surgery isn't such a bad option. Maybe I just can't fix this on my own. Maybe.

Either way, I've got some more work to do. Maybe I'll go out on my own tonight, try and get myself in some trouble. Then again, maybe not. We'll just have to see.

Travel well friends.


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"My name is Wolverine. I'm the best there is at what I do, but what I do isn't very nice." - Wolverine