Bless Me Father For I Have Sinned: Repost From www.upsaid.com/futurerem

Repost From www.upsaid.com/futurerem

"Bless Me Father For I Have Sinned"
By Palomba (KING)

Bless Me Father For I Have Sinned | 5:58 PM

Another night. Another night. Another night.

All the same, never change. Another night.

I'm sitting alone again on a Saturday night. I have nowhere to go. There's no one else here.

It's not that I don't know where everyone is, I could find them. Haledon. Wayne. New Brunswick. Princeton. Florida. Montreal. I could find them all if I wanted to, if I thought it was a good idea. But it probably isn't. There are a lot of nights where I am meant to be alone, where if I wasn't alone bad things would happen. Tonight is not one of those nights. Tonight I was not meant to be alone. So I'll sit here, have a warm meal for the first time in days and then write a story. A story that you'll be able to read a rough draft of later tonight if you so choose. Then I'll take a shower, get dressed as if I had somewhere to go, and head south. Somehow I would feel better tonight losing my mind in the Birchwoods instead of here.

I started Project Montaigne in earnest today. Been on blogspot for a few days, started on Xanga today. Typepad and Live Journal will follow later in the week. Right now there's not much on either of the others, but here are the links anyway.

www.xanga.com/futurerem
http://futurerem.blogspot.com

I don't know guys. I just don't know. Where did it all go?