Wow-zers

I'm excited.

Don't ask me why. But I'm excited.

Saturday night's trip to Philadelphia went really well, Antioch is starting up again soon. That's something to be excited about.

Jere and House were brainstorming some kind of bucket list the other night. I'm not sure what exactly was on it but one of the things involved walking across a major bridge. GW here we come.

I've been watching Chuck, Heroes, and Life this year. They're all pretty good. I've also been watching Entourage (eh) and True Blood (potential). I've been reading a few books. Interred With Their Bones is about a lost Shakespeare manuscript. It's good, but it misses out on some of the things it aims for and I'm sort of eh about finishing it so it's taking me a bit. I just finished Neil Gaiman's The Graveyard Book and just like everything else he's written I thought it was fantastic. I'm going to be starting Stephanie Meyer's Twilight tonight. I love vampire stories but I had zero interest in reading this even though I enjoyed The Host which she also wrote. Then my little sister started talking about it and we decided we'd read it together. She started yesterday but I wanted to finish the Gaiman book first. I've also got a Nicole Galland novel on the shelf that I haven't started yet and am looking forward to since I loved her last two books. I'm also only two books into 100 Bullets so I don't think I'll be making it to the comic shop this week. Probably better off that way. Have to start being a little careful with my money. I've been playing Saints Row 2 on XBox360 even though my internet connection is down. It's pretty interesting but nothing fantastic. Not GTAIV by any stretch but fun. I think I'll pick up Fable 2 this week, Gears of War II comes out soon, so does the new Call of Duty. So I really have to get my home internet connection squared away. I'll probably pick up a copy of The Incredible Hulk on DVD as well. I haven't seen it but am dying too. I heard it's got a lot more Avengers type stuff in it the Iron Man had and I'm excited too see it. In two weeks we'll have a new President elect here in the states. I'm pulling for Obama even though I thought long and hard about going the other way on this one. I just want to get past the whole Bush administration either way, so yearh, I'm excited.

There's some bad shit going on right now. Some stuff I don't know how to square. It's amazing because it's all totally new bad shit since all the bad shit that hit me last week. Yet somehow I think it's all going to be ok. Just a little bit of effort. Just a little bit of time.

And then there's the other thing. My own stupidity has me a little scared right now. Things could get so much worse so very quickly. But somehow I have to figure out how to get it all right. Somehow I have to fix all this. First step is figuring out how, second step is trusting myself to get it right.

We will see. We will see.

"If you can keep your head when all about you are losing theirs and blaming it on you.
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
but make allowance for their doubting too.
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
or being lied about don't deal in lies,
or being hated don't give way to hating.
Yet don't look too good nor talk too wise." - from If by Rudyard Kipling