I'm a little shaky this evening. Not that anything's wrong. Nothing's wrong at all actually. Today was, up to this point, a very easy day. I've only been at work for about eight hours and I'll probably be leaving soon. I haven't done...well, I haven't done anything today. There are a few things I need to do and I'm sure I'll get to them all before I leave, but up till now, I actually haven't done a single bit of work since getting here this morning. (This may be a slight exaggeration, I've actually done several things, but nothing substantial)
I got a lot done these past few days but the truth is I'm just in no condition to work right now. I've totally lost my mind. I've been sitting here for hours, my palms sweating, my legs shaking, my head just spinning. Totally losing my shit. I don't know if anyone has noticed or not, but the fact that I'm still here right now is a god damn miracle. This is all, of course, compounded by the fact that there is absolutely nothing wrong right now.
At some point soon I have to say goodbye to someone...
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Ok real world interruption for a moment. I don't know what the hell is going on here, but someone doesn't want me publishing this post. First I was interrupted by a skitzo automated phonecall and then when I tried to publish the entire middle part of the post [the part that would have been here] was gone. Funny part the automated phonecall was all screwy and another auto voice came on and said "This message could not be delivered to its intended recipient. Goodby." F'in prophetic man. I'll rewrite this one tomorrow. Goodnight.)The Dark Days are coming.
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