Huh?

"I've got this sharp pain right here. It's like, holy shit it hurts."

"There's a meat timer jammed into your skull."

"Yeah, yeah. That would do it."

~

So despite several great starts (and I mean great starts) I haven't posted since Monday. I know it's only Wednesday but things have been so busy it seems like a hell of a lot longer. My old man is leaving tomorrow for Florida again. It was good to see him, it will be better to see him leave. I've been playing GTAIV quite a bit since I got it at midnight on Monday. The multiplayer is a lot of fun, the single player is wicked but I haven't gotten that far yet. I'm exhausted and working late tonight, but it's not so bad.

I'm in a bit of a mood though.

I stumbled upon the beginning of a poem I began to write not too long ago and it struck me today in a way that seemed drastically different from the way it seemed when I was writing it. I might actually be able to finish it now...but I don't know if I want to.

It's been awhile since I've seen any of the guys (it feels longer than it's been), I saw the Antioch crew just a few weeks ago but it seems like years at this point. I'm just...tired. For no good reason. Tired.

It's not even that I'm in a bad mood, it's that I'm in a good mood with quick and unpredictable downswings. But even those haven't really been putting me in a bad mood. It's friggin' weird.

So anyway, I'm sure I'll level out in a bit and get back to normal (or whatever it is I usually am) but for today I'm just going to muddle through, bust my ass to get through tomorrow and then, at eight o'clock tomorrow night...

IRONMAN!

I've already got the tickets for me, the rookie and little sister. And if anyone from Youth Ministry actually gets back to me I might end up seeing it twice this weekend.

Yeah, I'm a geek. And excited. What are you going to do?

Till tomorrow...