Life Leaves Me Longing For Days That Never Were

Life Leaves Me Longing For Days That Never Were 12:54 AM

I was thinking about it the whole ride back from New Brunswick tonight.

We had a great show, it topped off a horrible day. But when they cued up the intro music to the WRSU News at Ten I started to think about the days of old. And I realized...I miss them, but not just for what they were, but what they could have been.

Don't get me wrong. I loved every minute of it, but I think a good part of what I'm missing is the stuff I missed out on. I don't know how that makes me feel.

I don't know what I could have done differently.

I don't know anything except that tonight...

As I came up the parkway I noticed a blackness swimming from behind my car. It whipped up next to the car and in a second it was on me. The black filled my mirrors and swarmed over the hood of my car. And then it was there...The Darkness. Somehow today it snuck up on me, after being gone...it's back.

This time I saw it coming. I don't know if that will make a difference. I hope it will.