"Yeah, it did."
"Funny, I never noticed."
Tonight is the end of a lot of stories. Tonight is the end of things I can't even begin to tell you about. I wish it wasn't, so desperately wish it wasn't that I'm not quite sure how I'll be able to let it all play out. I think that's what gets me most, that the right thing to do is just go with the flow and let the river take me where it will.
Tonight I'm not supposed to fight it. Just let it do what it does and wait to see what happens.
One way or the other there is a game to be played. The future will be decided. On the day when the American public has to make the decision most crucial to its survival in the past twenty years...so do I.
Why is it that there's seems so much simpler than mine?
Even I know which way they should go...
Get the picture?
But what about me? What about that monster who haunts your dreams?
Where do I go from here?
What do I say?
Why do I have to be me today when all I want is to be someone else?
Someone who doesn't have to take one on the chin for the good of the world.
I guess it always had to be that way. There never was a Plan B.
One way or the other...except for me they're all the same.
I'm going to miss them all so much, miss it all so much. Nobody would fold the hand I'm holding...except me. I'd throw it in in a heartbeat for a second chance. Hell knowing me I'll probably give it up anyway.
I don't know. I just don't know.
For the first time in my life, I don't know what to say,
I don't like it. But one way or the other, the end is coming.
"Did...did the world always look like this?"
"No. I don't think it's ever been this beautiful before."
"Yeah. Ain't that something?"
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