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Friday, August 27th 2004
Ipso-Fucking-Facto Fatman...Part II 2:01 PM

It was that sort of morning, it had been that sort of night. Poker night got called off because people have no idea how to stick to a plan, it's the same reason we're not going ATV riding this weekend (n'er worry old friend I will say no more about that). But it leaves me feeling rather blue, thinking about everything that happened in the past few months and everything that won't happen in the next few months.

I got in at a little before three this morning. Phone didn't stop ringing till nearly four. I barely got any sleep and when I woke up this morning I was so exhausted I could barely see straight. I went to brush my teeth, but accidentally put moisturizer on my tooth brush. I was looking at my toothbrush wondering why I would do something so stupid when my phone rang. I took the call, it was a waste of three minutes so I hung up the phone angry and proceeded to brush my teeth. It took me a second to realize why my toothbrush tasted funny. Shit.

I have no plans for tonight. I'd return to New Brunswick, but there would be nothing to do, and anyway the sky just seems to be a little bit lower there lately, bothers me something awful. I'd go to Millet's semi-bachelor party but chances are they'll end up at a strip club and for some reason I just don't have the normal male affinity for naked women. I'd go to the movies, but I'd have to go alone and that's really starting to get to me. I'll probably just end up moving some stuff into my new apartment, and maybe trying to write a new story.

"See you around."
"No you won't."
"Do you really believe that?"
"Yeah."
"Why?"
"Because it's the truth."

"Stop it."
"I can't."
"It's not like we're dying."
"You're not."
"Neither are you."
"But I might as well be."

"A crutch?"
"A crutch."
"You didn't need a crutch."
"I know, but it somehow made things more interesting."

"It was good seeing you."
"What?"
"It was good seeing you."
"Fuck you it was good seeing you. What the fuck is that?"

"Hey man, good luck."
"With what?"
"The rest of your life."

"So will you be there?"
"I had fun, thanks."
"You didn't answer my question."
"I don't know."

"How 'bout this, you say goodbye and I'll pretend I didn't hear you."
"What good will that do?"
"Because then at least one of us will have left here thinking maybe we didn't just make the biggest mistake of our lives."

"Hey."
"Hey."
"You know, I don't think you need to change a thing."
"Really?"
"Yeah, really. I kind of liked the ending."
"Really? Thanks."
"You're welcome."
"So..."
"Yeah..."
"I guess I'll see you around."
"I guess."
"Bye."
"Goodbye."

What a fool.

So hey, I, uh...I miss you guys.
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